Wheres your gavel?
Your jury?
Whats my offense this time?
Your not a judge but if your gonna judge me
Then sentence me to another life
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you say its all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same.

Methinks...

Oh God, lol.....
NOOOOOOO.....!!!! Anything but more Hamlet.
Its like death by Shakespeare.
Nah, I must admit, it isn't quite that bad.

But, back in present times. Ever get the feeling that nothing will change. Its always the same activities, school, work, home (and for me, a hell of a lot of shopping), and nothing new and interesting ever happens. I think its so bad I even have the same conversations, different people, same dialogue.

On an unrelated topic, I have this story that I'm writing. 6 main characters: Natasha, Jacob, Kyle, Anna, Nathan and Chris. Its kinda like typical teenage life, but its all about secrets and stuff.
Relationships are: Jacob and Natasha - On and off lovers, Kyle and Natasha - Past Lovers but Still Close Friends, Anna and Natasha - Childhood Friends, Chris and Kyle - Twins, Nathan and Anna - Been Together for 2 Years, Nathan and Chris - Best Friends.
Secrets are: Anna - gave up child a year ago but only Nathan knows, Nathan - Is the father of the child Anna gave up, Kyle - is moving overseas but doesn't want Natasha to find out so hasn't told anyone, Chris - Gay.
So, nows the part where I've run out of ideas. Iv got works in progress for drawings of Natasha and Jacob, but none of the other characters. If anyone wants to do any for me, it would be much appreciated, no character descriptions as of yet, so feel free to improvise. The other thing is the secrets. Natasha and Jacob have no secrets (as of yet), and no explanation to the lack of relationship on both sides, when both have very close connections. So if anyone has any ideas on that, please let me know.

Okay, Im seriously over this already. Im so bored.... Id go home sick, except Im going shopping this arvo wit Cara, so I cant fake sick. Im sitting next to "6" (last journal). He really pisses me off... oh well, tis life. Better go and at least pretend I'm doing work on this shitty computer. We got kicked out of our classroom for a bunch of computer illeterate teachers.

So the school holidays are almost over, and I never thought I'd say this, but thank god. I never dreamt there would be a day where I would prefer school to the "freedom" of school holidays, but here it is.
I can't wait for schol, because its a change from the ordinary stuff, I mean, I actually miss working...
For the past nearly 2 weeks I've been on crutches and off work, and it really kinda sucks. And being unable to do much can really get frustrating, so you have a good friend who you talk to, and they say they dont mind helping u get stuff off ur chest, until u find out they've been bitching about you in their blog... and WHAM ur back where u started, pissed off and frustrated. No way to work, limited income, no car and can barely walk, with no one that u trust actually around, bcoz they can actually do stuff and arent sitting round home watching grass grow.
Gotta love these holidays...

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me